日本語 I had a chance to receive a session of IH from a practitioner who I respect so much.
The issue was my stuffy nose. (again!)
Her session is like a bulldozer, it digs in my subconscious mind with full power.
What came up as a blockage that prevents me from breathing in freely was a self-limiting belief.
It is a false belief that some adults told you when you were a child, and that belief still exists in your subconscious mind and limits your possibility now.
What my subconsciousness believed was the words that my parents and school environment told me long time ago.
“you play the piano so bad”
“you are worthless”
= I am unworthy.
When there is a limiting-belief in somewhere in your mind, there is a limited-function somewhere in your body as well.
In my case it appears as nostril’s inflammation, since that is the most sensitive part in my body.
In the IH session, she got rid of the frequency of my self-limiting belief and I released “being a victim of my parents”.
To me, the healing that IH brings always links to the current situation in my life and that interacts with my everyday, then it leads to another aha-moment or a new challenge, or another level of healing.
This time, I got so depressed after the session.
The past 4 years I practiced energy medicine and received so many IH sessions as well as EFT, got rid of many blockages that I held on to and I am getting to love myself unconditionally.
But then, still didn’t I release the issue with my parents completely?!
I was very disappointed of myself when I found out it was still there in me.
Can’t believe how slow my growth is! I don’t know what to do with me anymore!
Well, this was exactly “self-judgement” and not the unconditional love that I talk about, but couldn’t help myself.
So, I asked my guide who always gives me a great advice and awareness.
What is wrong with me? What should I do now?
And she answered.
The relationship with your parents, including all the good and bad built who you are, what kind of person you are now.
Releasing such big issues is better to take a long time.
Release one by one what doesn’t serve you anymore and keep only the good in you as you change yourself step by step.
Even a lack of confidence can be a person’s charm some time in his life even though we think it’s an undesirable trait.
It was your warmth and love for your parents that didn’t release the limiting-belief from them. It was an undesirable belief, but gave your humanity a depth.
So it’s Ok to take some time to release.
I said to myself “you grow way too slow!! How long are you taking to release the past completely!?”
But, even the negative belief was an essence to build who I am today, including this warmth in me.
To love yourself including all the good and bad you have today is a magic to change all of your past to blessings.
Even the imperfection that you have is not an unnecessary essence but it’s a part of you, and it is a process of your big growth, your life.
So, I re-realized that my imperfection is just perfect as it is.
Step by step, I change to a greater me.
This unconditional love, I believe it’s Ok you don’t get it at the first place. I, too, couldn’t even have an idea of loving myself 4years ago.
But with the support of IH, EFT, and meditation etc, the love is instilled in me slowly.
IH is a very useful tool to get rid of negative beliefs and blockages that we don’t even notice that we have in our subconscious mind.
To love yourself more,
live your life brighter, lighter, and enjoy more,
IH is here to support you with a clear compass = your own body!